Everytime I see your video, it breaks my heart so much. I couldn’t do anything to save you, i’m sorry that my family didn’t see how strong and brave you are… how grown up you look. You didn’t look like a 1 month old baby anymore but so much more mature. I’m so proud of the fight you fought, you could’ve grown up to be so strong and such a blessed baby, boy, man. It breaks my heart so much that I won’t see you as you grow old… how you will affect our lives, your dad and your big brother Vino. But I promise you that even if you’re not in our mortal world anymore, your 1 ½ months stay with us will forever change us… because of you, I now value family – Mom, Dad and sisters, cousins and relatives. I will nurture my relationship with them and see where I can help. Your dad and me are now stronger and closer, and have appreciated the value of each other in our lives. I have become closer to God, and somehow I got ahold of this book “Raw Faith” where I’m learning so much on how I can make my relationship with God stronger. I now see the importance of connection with other people, that those are the most important things, not money, not accomplishment.
I want you to be proud of me from heaven, and that you are so full of joy up above. I want to have this image of you happy, playing, healthy and contented.
Jans:
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