we visited Angel Duc at St Therese... first time after his burial. i was calm and just cried a few tears.
Everytime i see anything related to him, i think that i somehow try to block whatever. it hurts so much... so so much. i still feel that it's all a dream, that i never happened, that i'll just go back to being who i am and who we are before i got pregnant. the hurt and pain is that bad... but i know... because of my unconditional love for Angel Duc, i will fight all this hurt and pain, and will be the most ideal for him. That is his purpose. i miss him so much. i want to go back to NICU2 to just remember but i'm scared of how it will affect me. but i know i need to go back there... i think that will help me free my hurt/resentment/pain.
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