I was packing away my breastpump… my connection by Baby Duc while I’m at home. I have been laboring over pumping my milk, 4 times a day making sure I have at least 60mL of milk collected. My labor of love that he only was able to taste 3 times in his 1.5 months of life. I have been preparing to breastfeed for as long as I can, reading through Breastfeeding Pinay forum in FB. I’m grateful to Nurse Mao for motivating me to pump my milk. Baby couldn’t latch yet so I really tried hard to use pump to draw out my milk. It hurts so much talaga… why? I love you so much and I will never grow tired of saying it. I hope that Angel Duc can feel all the love and happiness he missed here on earth.
I thought that God will save him because He gave me so much milk but it wasn’t meant to be. For 1.5 months, I have been hoping that eventually I will feed him. It hurts so much.
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