stuck in that state

I’m still at that state!!! I think there’s something wrong with me… don’t get alarmed! It’s not about health or whatever. It’s just that I always have this desire to buy something. Last week, I was craving for dessert… I bought this chocolate cake from this bakeshop that was at least 30 minutes away from our condo! I had to go thru traffic to get there… then I had this craving to buy a phone which would allow me to connect with my friends. I think it was an emotional purchase coz I don’t know! that’s the problem… I might be feeling something already… feeling lost? Feel like I’m losing myself but I’m just covering it up with all these purchases! I think You’re calling me again… I don’t know what to do… this is something that I need to work on.