Thursday, September 23, 2010

can't sleep

i need to flush out whatever it is that's making it hard for me to sleep. i don't know where to start. am getting really stressed out with the upgrade project coz i haven't really put in much effort as i should be doing. am gettimg tired of testing and follow ups and defects, and it's frustrating to have an irritating seatmate. there i said it. now that's a load off. hehehe! arg! can i just have one day all to myself?!?
i keep thinking of something that can be like an outlet for me like jogging or something. don't wanna go back to boxing anymore coz it's just the same thing over and over again. i like the sparring bit and punching the small bag; but other than that, it's just basically fighting the big and medium punching bag. tamad lang ba ako, am making all these excuses! well, in any case i don't feel like going back there anymore. i can go for jogging! well that,s more of a jog-walk for me... Okay more of walk, walk and jog and walk.
my birthday's coming up and that's what i'll do. have a day all to myself, start w/ walk-jog, mass and just basically have the rest of the day all to myself. Ahh, can't wait. =)

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