Bechu quotes - sweetie boy

Bechu:  Mommy, you need to be here with me… (there were a couple of days where I stayed in QC while vino stayed in BF and slept with Kuya JC).  :D

Weird @ 38

Feeling weird again.  I’m already this old and I still have these sessions where I feel lost coz I’m taken over by what I’m feeling.  What am I feeling?  I feel like I’m hovering over myself, not really in the moment, just doing things mechanically.  Does this mean I’m not enjoying what I’m doing?  I just had my period so this should not be PMSing.  What is it?  Is it because I’m transitioning to a new life?  I’m at that stage where I’m trying to get used to getting out of my comfort zone, it’s not fun.  It’s weird…  I normally take on changes – head on!  but now I feel like I’m losing my confidence… even with the way I drive.  Last night I was driving at night with rain spattering all around.  I got scared of getting flooded, got scared of crashing into some post or another car, got scared of skidding.  What was that???  I suddenly felt not invincible.  I was even thinking what if I’m turning into mom – who’s always scared to try.  It’s weird!!!  I’m not a scaredy-cat!  I take everything head on!  hay… weird.  I’m in a weird place right now and I don’t know where it’s coming from and I don’t know what to do about it. 

First day @ San Beda

Vino’s first day in the big school!  Haay…  we walked to san beda from mom/dad’s house.  I thought it was easy-peasy but I was already sweating when we reached the guardhouse.  Even vino started complaining.  Hehehe… shows you how invincible I think I am.  1^st day – cute little classrooms.  I met vino’s teacher, teacher nina.  I wasn’t worried that he’d make friends, I was more worried about him being too rowdy and not being sensitive to other kids that he might hurt them with his high energy.  So far, I see him raising his hands, smiling at the other kids, touching them and talking to them (I don’t know what topic they could talk about!).  there were also a lot of mommies that stayed and just watched their kids.  Met lani and her yaya, and saw sadie’s mom.  Such a small world.  J  by the end of the class, I see vino just being so comfortable, he’s standing up, running towards the window and shooing other kids who were looking in their room.  At that time, I’m thinking the teacher will have a handful with Vino.  But the thing with Vino, hes’ gonna stop if someone will tell him that’s bad… and remind him over and over again.  I hope he won’t get bored with the class – I saw him a couple of times not paying attention and starting to play…  let’s see…  J

vino and his yummy box

he came up with this name, very attached to his beloved yummy box

Chi says

We were in the car on our way home, and ryan seacrest was on the radio and saying that top one is next. I told hane it was probably adam levine, maroon 5. And then top 1 song played... It was locked out of heaven, bruno mars! There was a voice from the back saying... 'Yes! I knew it!' My chi... All grown up at 5 years old. :)