angst on the travel

Hay, I’m getting stressed!  I need a smoke.  Yep, there it is… arg!!  I want something but I don’t know.  I have some minty m&ms but it’s not really curbing whatever I’m wanting!  Arg!!!  What do I do…  I need to exercise, release some stress!!!  Arg!!  It’s this travel to brazil, it’s been a long time since I travelled all by my lonesome self, it’s a new country, I feel like I’m not totally prepared for it, I’m gonna miss my bechu and hane…  my heart is cracking up.  Haay!!!  Take a deep breath.. I need to read some verses!!!