hay... exhausting. that's the 1st weeks of being a mother. and i thought delivering the baby was already the hardest ordeal... that was just the start! it's already 9 days since my bebe was born and i've been trying to watch over him around the clock. now i understand where all the post partum depressions starts from. stuff that make it worthwhile is when you have some milestones with him. my first milestone was getting thru the 1st night. gash! i kept waking up every 1-2 hours just to check on him. it's a good thing he didn't cry that much. there was actually enough sleeping time for him, it was just me getting paranoid on this. toping also woke up everytime i would stand up. and he just kept reaching out for my hand, giving me an assurance. it was really a long night but by 4AM, i was relieved. nakaraos din. 2nd milestone was having breastmilk. i've been worried about that since i got pregnant, that i won't have enough milk or no milk at all. but 3 days after i gave birth, my breasts started getting so heavy and hard. it was so painful (yup, another type of pain that goes with motherhood!) and i felt like coming down with fever. but it got regulated, when my breasts got attuned to vino's feeding.
there's still so much more...
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