finally! i can spare a few minutes on this. hay, the last few days have been really hard on me. i'm so big now and it's hard for me to walk at the end of the day. i can't really eat a lot since i'm gonna feel heavier than usual. but enough of this... gash, just look at me, complaining already and he hasn't even been born yet. gash! it's mixed emotions right now. i really want to be prepared for him and right now, i can say that i already love him so much. i can't wait to see him. but they said he's gonna look like this small ET (right from the mouth of tintin! thanks tin!). but even with that, i'm already envisioning my sleepless nights of just swaying him to sleep. i was just collecting some soothing songs that i'll save in my creative zen and we'll bond and listen to those songs. aww... our bonding moment. i want him to appreciate music as much as me and i want him to subconsciously remember the songs that we listen while he falls asleep so that when he's older and gets to hear these songs, it will give him a sense of comfort. diba?? hehehe... sounds like a science experiment. i just want to create an environment for him that he feels so well loved.
what would he look like??? from the ultrasound, i can see that he has a big nose... from his dad! i want to touch him na and cradle him and kiss him and massage him. i hope the stuff we bought are enough for him. i want the best for him but toping keeps "controlling" the stuff we buy. well, okay, it is practical not to buy some of the stuff but it just sticks to my mind! hay...
i've been reading stuff about breastfeeding. i really want to breastfeed him and they say you just have to be patient and persistent and read a lot of books. so i'm gonna do that. bebe! hope you'll like my milk! :)
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