mini-me (1.1)

i'm 6 months pregnant. hayy... i haven't really blogged about this yet coz i know if i start, it's gonna be a long write for me, it's gonna open up a lot of emotions and i don't want to deal with that yet. but now i realize that i want to read about this 5 years from now. i want to remember what if felt like to be here, right now.
It has been a slow ride for me. i'm not the kind of girl who enjoys being pregnant, being pampered and being told to take it slow. i always want to be on the go, to be able to do errands, to just go and job whenever i want, to travel and take a break, yo and drink when i want to, eat JUNK food - chocolates, cakes, donuts! so you can really imagine the humungous amount of restraint i'm doing. :) so pregnancy is not something i look forward to. in any case, hane is also not the type who pampers. i resented it at first, but hey that's the man he really is and i've known him to be like that. hay... see?? and this is not the start yet. i have this whole lot of thoughts, feelings, ideas and right now, i'm already thinking of the amount of work i need to get done. and i really need to do it! oh well... this is just section 1 of part 1. :)