Am emotional again. I just learned that they’re gonna have dinner at pantalan with dad’s sisters. gash… am gonna miss that. I wanted to see auntie glen. What am I really doing here? Oh well, this is the hard part and I have to deal with this. I have to overcome this and still remain happy and at peace. I can’t be wallowing on my loneliness and be unproductive. But gash, I just want to say ARG!!! and this work here is definitely not worth me missing out on family activities! Those are the memories you’re gonna cherish for the rest of your life.
I just found out that the nationals in finance liked me. :) that's such a good compliment and they didn't like the other one. Hehehe! Yeah, I know! I just can't help it. And you know what, that just feels the same as when Mark appreciates the good work we do. That's more important. In my heart, I really want them to succeed. I want them to continue doing good work and remember how I once used to push them to work. And I hope it's gonna stay with them for a long time. I'd like to bet on Teofilo. He's really a good guy and much drive in him. He may need more help on accounting and analytical issues but having the heart and drive is far better than having technical competence. It just enforces how I'm not too keen to be up on that ladder when it will involve people like her always trying to step down on people. I definitely, not ever in my whole lifetime, do not want to turn up like that.
Can I just do a segway? I really find it irritating that the other one implemented so many things without even considering the sustainability of it. Gash! It just shows how she wants to shine here and not really do a longterm change. It's so irritating! Hay… oh well, what's new with that? I got burned by her and I just hate it that she's gonna do that to a lot of people. Haay… why do we have people like that in this world. Everytime I think about that other one, my blood boils! I hope I never get to be in the same project or assignment with her or else I'm gonna go crazy!
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