career??

Hay… I don't know if I'm being dramatic, but I feel that I've just ruined my career here in shared. Well, now that I thought of it, I might be the one who made the wrong move. It's just bad that I had to find out that my friend is not really acting like a friend. I dunno. It's a realization and I guess I should be grateful for it. Hay Lord God, this is just something that I have to go thru. What do you want me to realize here. It's one factor on top of another factor… and every time I peel away something, it give me another thing to peel out. It's just one issue after another. And I know that you just want to keep me on track. Coz you're always paving the way for me to go to the decision with what I think is right. Am I making sense at all?