weird

I'm feeling so weird… am I depressed? I'm thinking about how sis has not been consistently sending IM or even calling me. But that's what I want, right? I don't want to get too close to him because it might lead to something more… for him I mean. And again, I just want to be in that comfort zone where I only hold people at arms length. Probably, by nature I want that closeness… but my mind is saying no. Weird. And now, I'm thinkng about it. I can't concentrate on work. I just need a break. This hitch has been hectic… both work and pleasure. But I'm so weird, the littlest thing I fret! ARG! I'm done with my period and I'm still feeling hormonally imbalanced!