mrs!

finally! a missus. :) the most memorable day - june 8, 2006. that day was so special and so weird. i was in a daze... until now, i still can't believe what happened coz it was over so quick. and you know how i am... i want to take it all in, enjoy every little detail. but i felt that i didn't have enough time to reflect and absorb. i felt that it was all for show... that i have to act all prim and proper, smile a lot and say thank you to all the people who greeted me. and most of the people who did greet me were mostly relatives who i wasn't particularly close to. it would have been more, more fun if i had more of my friends there, those people who really knew me and knew all the small ordeals i went thru with my "exciting on-off" relationship with my hane. these friends would have been happier to see me married off, and appreciate our wedding more than the relatives. i can think of specific friends who would've been so proud of me walking down that aisle... joan, weng, carmie, joyce, winnie, mader, sheryll, gracie, raquel, michelle, bernie. i probably would not have been able to control my tears. ho well... that's what we have decided on - have more relatives than friends. this wedding is really more for the parents, give them that day to show the world how they have raised their kids the right way. well, i hope that they do appreciate this. (big shrug and sigh) :)